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alucinare
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A human being is a part of the whole, called by us "Universe"-a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something seperated from the rest-a kind of optical delusion of consciousness. - Albert Einstein
"When we start experiencing symptoms of a disorder that is emotional rather than organic in nature, it is important to realize that this is not the beginning of "disease" but the emergence into our consciousness of material that was previously buried in the unconscious parts of our being. When this process is completed, the symptoms associated with the unconscious material are permanently resolved and they tend to disappear. Thus, the emergence of symptoms is not the onset of disease but the beginning of its resolution. Similarly, the intensity of symptoms should not be taken as a measure of the seriousness of the disease so much as an indication of the rate of the healing process. Clinical psychiatrists have known for decades that the patients with the most dramatic symptoms tend to have a much better prognosis than those with few slowly and insidiously developing ones. And yet, the traditional treatment of choice is to suppress symptoms-preventing them from fully surfacing-a practice that, ironically, is known to prolong emotional illness." - Stanizlav Grof, M.D.
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to say one needs love to live is like saying you can not live with out love. as if tho life needs love for justification. if today needs tomorrow to justify itself......THEN FUCK 'EM BOTH!!!!!
hah sorry. my computer is fucked so now i'm on a public comp. I promiss i wassn't ignoring you.. & I'm trying not to hold negative feelings because i don't know what happend, It wassn't a very reliable source telling me about whatever... basicaly i'v just been expressing that i'm confussed, i hear that people were blamming me for being homeless (which it was my choice, though I don't blame myself) and when i finally got a home to live in and invited people over to warm it with me (and left the date open to be negotiated) you are the only one who said you'd go.. so that made everything that much more confussing..
I hope your well and I apolgize If it takes me a long time to reply to stuff.
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Its easier to denature plutonium than to denature the evil spirit of man. Einstein
hey, no problem, i didn't realize you computer access was limited. From my point of view (for what it's worth) there was no 'blame' anywhere. I felt that it was your choice, and that there was nothing wrong with your choice. I think people were worried about you, wondering what your next step in life would be. I think some people might have felt like you may have tried to use them a little bit, and others might have been kinda pissed if you owed them money or something. It's not that there is something wrong with being "homeless" and if you want to jump around canada going to different places and only have a sleeping bag thats cool with me, and i think it would be cool with everyone. I think people were under the impression that you wanted to live in guelph, and wanted to be able to support your art (supplies and such) and if you did want that, obviously you'd have to get a job. I think everyone thought you would figure out how to get back on your feet again, which you did, and everyone was happy for you. But you also seemed to complain a lot about whatever situation you were in, or about life, or about your art...just someway about how you were unfulfilled, and people might have gotten sick of hearing about it, and people thought you should just suck it up, and find a way to deal with your on stuff. and maybe you have? It's also hard, trying to be positive and supportive of someone who is never around. I think you maybe started to make some of your friends feel like you didn't care enough to come hang out. It's just hard to maintain a relationship with someone who never wants to hang out. people felt like all you did was hide away and dwell on things, and self loath. obviously your getting out now, at least for work, which is great. no one wanted to stop being your friend. But you make it hard. and people get fetup with trying to always be the active one in a relationship with. OK so i obviously don't know if EVERYONE feels all these things about you, but i know a lot of it has all been brought up by someone, and by me. so there you go. I don't think anything was said as a slight against you
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you sell your life to them for seven dollars an hour, and they get your dreams for free.
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We are what we think.
All that we are arises with our thoughts.
With our thoughts, we make our world.
-Buddha
~Namaste In La 'Kesh~
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Its easier to denature plutonium than to denature the evil spirit of man. Einstein
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We are what we think.
All that we are arises with our thoughts.
With our thoughts, we make our world.
-Buddha
~Namaste In La 'Kesh~
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to say one needs love to live is like saying you can not live with out love. as if tho life needs love for justification. if today needs tomorrow to justify itself......THEN FUCK 'EM BOTH!!!!!
stop this nonsense
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you sell your life to them for seven dollars an hour, and they get your dreams for free.
I hope your well and I apolgize If it takes me a long time to reply to stuff.
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Its easier to denature plutonium than to denature the evil spirit of man. Einstein
From my point of view (for what it's worth) there was no 'blame' anywhere.
I felt that it was your choice, and that there was nothing wrong with your choice. I think people were worried about you, wondering what your next step in life would be. I think some people might have felt like you may have tried to use them a little bit, and others might have been kinda pissed if you owed them money or something.
It's not that there is something wrong with being "homeless" and if you want to jump around canada going to different places and only have a sleeping bag thats cool with me, and i think it would be cool with everyone.
I think people were under the impression that you wanted to live in guelph, and wanted to be able to support your art (supplies and such)
and if you did want that, obviously you'd have to get a job.
I think everyone thought you would figure out how to get back on your feet again, which you did, and everyone was happy for you.
But you also seemed to complain a lot about whatever situation you were in, or about life, or about your art...just someway about how you were unfulfilled, and people might have gotten sick of hearing about it, and people thought you should just suck it up, and find a way to deal with your on stuff.
and maybe you have?
It's also hard, trying to be positive and supportive of someone who is never around. I think you maybe started to make some of your friends feel like you didn't care enough to come hang out. It's just hard to maintain a relationship with someone who never wants to hang out. people felt like all you did was hide away and dwell on things, and self loath.
obviously your getting out now, at least for work, which is great.
no one wanted to stop being your friend. But you make it hard.
and people get fetup with trying to always be the active one in a relationship with.
OK so i obviously don't know if EVERYONE feels all these things about you, but i know a lot of it has all been brought up by someone, and by me.
so there you go.
I don't think anything was said as a slight against you
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you sell your life to them for seven dollars an hour, and they get your dreams for free.
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